Argh!!! Seriously i feel i'm so tut la! Alright today woke up at 830am. Cos today got cca, viola lesson. Okay so met Sean at 1030am at dover mrt. Joshua say he's not coming, Kevin say he will be late. So the both of us went to meet Roliah, cos she having some scholar program. At first she wanted to ask to leave for viola, then in the end she wans't allowed to. Still got some spare time, so the both of us went to buy ice-cream from the vending machine. It's my first time buying ice-cream from a vending machine la! And it' like so cool. Haha. After that we went to spse clubhouse. Its closed and lights are off -.-! Weird leh, tot there's viola lesson at 11am? Nvm Sean used his laptop to check. AND!!!! It says : 12/6 viola lesson starts at 730pm!!! AHHHHHH!!!!! Waste our time going so early!!! And its the sectional leader who said is 11am for 12/6!!! Stupid la! Then Sean went to fix his laptop, which will take 3 hours to configure and stuff. So i went to meet Kevin. He returned the bag i lent him for holiday and when i told him about the viola lesson, he went 'wat the hell'! Lol. Then we went to library to chill. Its so nice to chill there la. Got air-con and nice sofa..no wonder i always see ppl sleeping there during school days. After tat Sean joined us for lunch then we went off to separate ways.
Went to meet my brothers Siu Kiat and Jason at pp. They went to eat kfc while i just sit there and chat with them. Then went to play basketball with another two st andrews boys. Seriously i feel like i went back to primary school when i play basketball with Siu Kiat and Jason. Lol. Played until like 3pm and so tired.. We went to buy drinks and went to the spider-web to talk and relax. Aiyo at first wanted to go mac do work, but end up playing..Lol nvm shall do it tonight or tmr.
- What should i do? Give you a call?................................Read Li Ying's and Kelyne's blog..their post are like so 'fierce'. okay i want to be fierce also, but i tink no one is scared one leh..haha jkjk.
Alright...to me clique suppose to be a group of good friends getting together, no matter how many ppl are there. So far i can say i got two clique. One is with Kelyne they all and the other is my sp friends. And i can see a very big difference between the two clique.
For my sp clique, there's like 12 ppl. And everytime their's outing, we will make an effort of informing each other. And when we go out, we tend stick together and dun break up into groups. We talk to each other, have fun and get high together. When someone is quiet in the group, he or she will be drag into the fun and get high with us. Maybe tats for now. For the weeks and months to come i'm not sure if we still can carry on this kind of friendship, but for the moment is yes. There's also some conflict within the group, but we still stay together as friends and talk to each other, sometimes even try to solve the problem. We seldom like 'oh i dun like u, so i give u black face'. Maybe tats how a clique work.
Okay Kelyne's clique got me, Kelyne, Li Ying, Kelvin and Koon Hung. So there's five ppl. But wat i see is..three? or even none? Everytime we go out, i realise...Kelvin and Koon Hung will somehow go emo. I dunno whats wrong, maybe is because they are not happy to see me around? I dunno. Usually you can feel it when someone hates you. I can somehow feel it. I find it kinda irritating to see their black face, but i cant be bothered about it la actually, just dun wanna spoil my mood. I dun see any communciation within the clique. As for ytd's outing, i only talk to Kelyne and Li Ying. I find tat the two guys and i are drifting way too far. Or should i say i'm treating them as strangers? I dunno. They also dun talk much either. In fact, we dun talk alot at all! And we tend to break up into groups. Its like, the group is already so small, and still wanna break into smaller group? This is not clique man! Not even a gathering when the atmosphere is like so wrong!! Tension everywhere..sigh..things can be better actually... Nvm forget it...
And there's a show which i watched. I remembered some of the lines the actor said.
''The hatred we feel.. You hate me; i resent you. I cant stand you; you consider me a thorn in your side. It just takes two to play chess.''
AIYO! I wan to be a happy go lucky guy! Everyone smile with me!!! HAHAHA HAHAHA HAHAHAHAHA :D LOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOLLOL XD(thats why i used yellow for this text. It represents hope and happiness!)