No, you can't read my poker face
Sunday, August 31, 2008
11:35 PM
Wanted to blog ytd abt the melaka trip, but i couldn't wake up last night when i slept at 8pm. Only woke up this morning. Stayed at home, collecting photos from my friends the whole afternoon. Got hell lots of photos la. At night, went to meet my brothers Siu Kiat, Jason and Joel for dinner then bball in school. So damn fun, after sooooo long nvr play with them alr since school start. But...joel was facing some r/s problem, like gonna breakup soon. Sighs...three years of r/s..i hope tmr they will be alright. I dunno about his gf, so can say much abt it.
I think i shall blog abt the trip tmr..but tmr i also got my bday stuff.. wow tmr's post will be a looooong one man! Haha!
- So sad..but i was actually think abt someone else.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
8:26 PM
Malacca trip
tmr! Finally! Packed my bag and i realise..my bag only got three plastic bags and its like so big, as though
i'm bringing all my clothes there. Then went to
toa payoh to get my earphone and wax. On the way back, i met
Zhi Xiang in the bus.
Lol such a coincidence. So chat in the bus and asked him if wanna go
sentosa. He's the forth one
i've asked. And he agreed.
Lol i'm like
recruiting people for a sentosa trip. Let's see who is the next one i should call. Maybe those worth inviting ones.. Anyway still got some time to plan :)Tmr gotta reach school at 7am!! So early..i think i will shall sleep in the bus. Haha. Bloging shall continue when i come back on sat..- Tmr? We shall see :)
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
9:31 PM
Starting to enjoy my holiday already.
Haha. Meet up with
Kelyne at city hall to buy my
havainas. Got the brown and white one. After buying, we went to the money changer to change my $150
sg dollars to ringgit at
suntec. On the way my cousin
msg me, asking me if i went to the new urban shop. I tot she saw us. But actually is her ex bf, who worked at the shop, told her. Then she tot i was with my
gf.
Lol. Dun worry
xiao mei, if i got a
gf, you will sure be the first one to know.
Haha.
After that we went to shop around at
bugis street. Only she shopped, and bought three shirts. I'm preparing to shop at
malacca. Anyway already targeted some shirts. Then went over the
bugis junction to do some window shopping. At level 3, we saw this lady whose hair looks like a curry puff. Maybe she's a relative of old
chang kee.
HAHA. And went around looking at pigs and apes before going to cold storage to get sushi.
Took train back home and on the way, she said something tat sound so wrong. Afternoon she also said another thing.
Lol. Then went home to get the volleyball for
Kelyne before saying bye~ Oh ya thanks for the present and according to my mummy, i have to give
Kelyne a small token of money to represent i bought the sandals for her.
Haha.
- We shall meet up some day?
Monday, August 25, 2008
9:03 PM
Now i'm free from work!! After going to school this morning just to hand in my blackbook, which is 5% of last week's test. Actually suppose to hand in last friday, but i forgot to bring. So gotta make the stupid trip down to school. But also did some scanning of my sketches with is suppose to hand in by today. Sean, Ding Yang and Roliah came too.
After that went back to pp to eat my lunch. But on the way i somehow got stomachache. So just buy takeaway and went home. Then went back to SAS for my olevels english oral exam. Its like going back to study in school when i entered the hall. And Mdm Tan and Mrs Singh were the invigilators. At first Mdm Tan, by chem teacher, recognised me. Then later Mrs Singh remembered me after Mdm Tan told her. Not bad she still can rmb me. The last time she taught me was sec2, and only because of my art grades and i helped her in her history class decoration then she rmb me as her student. Mdm Tan...she taught me for two years, of cos rmb me la. Reason is i always got f9 for her subject. Haha!
For my group, i was the last person to take. So waited till like 4pm before is my turn. Lucky Mrs Singh give me newpaper to read while waitng. Then when is my turn, my hands are shivering la, not because i'm nervous, is the air-con in the hall. And so suay, one of the examiners is a ang moh. Lol. My mouth was damn dry when i reading. But overall is still okay.
After that went to buy bubble tea for my mummy before going home. Three more days to the malacca trip! And i realise..i'm not able to go back on friday to see my secondary school teachers! Its like the first teacher's day since i graduate. Maybe i just ask my friend to send my regrads to them. Lol. Ahhh so concidence the trip clash...sigh.
- I stumble and fall but i mean these words.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
10:00 PM
Another day stuck at home again because of the rain. Its like raining the whole day sia. Anw today is my brother's birthday..and cake again.

End of olympics..sigh have to wait for another for 4 years. Just now watched the basketball final. USA beat spain 118-107. Its like the best match out of the whole competition..even my mummy also watched it. And was trying to finish my 800 words essay. Wah like write until 400+ and i've got nothing to talk about the lasalle building already. Tmr got O levels english oral exam..hope i can do well and wonder if they will catch long hair.
LOOKING FORWARD TO MALACCA TRIP!!!!!
- Will i see you there? Fate again...
12:25 AM
Thanks to the rain..i'm stuck at home the whole day. Can't even go to laselle collage to see the building, but got some pictures of it. Wonder how am i gonna write the 800 words essay. And flu is bugging me again..argh!
Alright, since you are the one who started spreading, then why did you write on my wall again? Now i'm very caution with wat i will reply. I wonder wats up in ur mind...Is there a need for competition? I know, you always want to show that yours is better, but is there a need for that? Dun forget, is your friends who helped you. I may not be having a better life than you now, but i dun think you need to show it off in some ways or another. Please think again. You are not the one who have that happiness.- It was always there, just never spoken.
Friday, August 22, 2008
10:00 PM
What time is it?
Summertime! It's our vacation!
What time is it?
Party time! That's right say it loud!
What time is it?
Time of our lives! Anticipation!
What time is it?
Summertime! School's out scream and shout!
Finally! Free from school! Actually by right according to the school calendar holiday only starts on 1st sep. But for my course we got one more week earlier. Wooohooo! So free now, and looking forward to Malacca trip on thursday!
Okay..today was having MAT test in the morning. Last night was like reading it until 2.The paper was like so straightforward la, if got study confirm can get full marks. The time was 2hours 10mins, but i finished within 20mins. Best is the open ended questions got helping words. So after finishing it i handed it in and can leave early.
Lunch was at foodcourt 6, the furthest one from my school. But the food there was like so not appetizing. Taste like..no good. I think i wont go back there for lunch again. Lol.
After that went back to studio to chill and relax before going for the Malacca trip briefing. Then the director was giving the briefing. He was asking what are the important things to bring. Someone said passport, then after that i shouted 'money!' Everyone laughed. But true what, its important. And i cant decide how much to bring. Then he was talking about the rooming stuff, like one boy and one girl cannot stay in a room, if not leave the door open to play safe. And i tot i was sharing room with Ding Yang and Sean. But others told me Ishan told them he sharing with me instead. Aiya confusing, on that day then decide. Haha.
Iphone is in singapore! But its like so ex now. Maybe can consider buying it next year when price starts to drop. Anyway my contact ends next year too.
Oh sentosa trip! Hmm..i'm gonna organise the outing. Lets see who should i call...
- For one second, eye contact was made.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
7:37 PM
Everyday when i wake up, i will sure find
Jayden lying beside me, today also.
Lol. So the first person i see is always him. Went for MAT revision class. Kinda regret going, cos like didn't really go through the notes. But had fun instead, like laughter throughout cos the way we answer
YY's answer was funny. And
YY is not teaching my class MAT module next semester already. So sad, one good lecturer gone. I wonder who will take over her. And throughout the class, my back was aching like mad, can't even sit properly. But when i stand, the aching seems to be gone..
lolAfter lecture went to do my
portfolio online. Then wanted to go off after finishing, but i found i basketball at the shelf. Maybe is someone left it there. But i just took it and went to play for one hour plus. And my leg got abit of blister again..wear wrong shoe to play tats why. After playing, i went to place the ball back. Lol i'm so honest, didn't bring it home.
On the way home in the train, something happened. But not on me, is somebody else. There is this girl who board the train. Then dunno why when she board the train, she spilt out the water that she's drinking. Spilt on the floor nvm, but is spilt onto a lady who is talking on the phone. Lol so suay la.
School vacation is here! But before tat is MAT test tmr. So off to study my test.......
- Oh you! :) nicest
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
11:13 PM
ITS OVER FINALLY!!!
Went to school in the morning to watch how other people present, although my session was in the afternoon. Wah the QiQi was there also..sian man. Then got one guy he was not allowed to present this work cos he was late, so he was most likely marked on only his documentation. And saw Richielyn present. Okay la, though she was quite nervous and shy. And waited for Lin Feng to come for like 1 hour plus la, before going for lunch. Then after that went back to studio to prepare my crit.
I was the third person to present. So when the first two are presenting, i was damn nervous and kept drinking water cos my mouth keeps drying up. Lol. But when is my turn, i was like speaking very naturally, saying what i wanna say abt my design.
The lectures commented my design was good, and the scheme was beautiful. I was kinda happy to hear that. They also said my documentation was quite well done, except for a drawing which they spotted a mistake. What a pity. Plus they said i need to improve my presentation, and even ask if i'm afraid to speak. Haha..
After my turn there are still about 8 people to present, some is from other classes cos this crit was a mixed with other classes. And have to stay on until everyone finish, which is at 5 when i finish at 230! Then went home, bought apple pie for my mother, ate dinner then sleep! Like having headache cos of lacking of sleep last night. Now gotta study my MAT test...
- You gave me another impression of you.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
10:01 PM
OMG. That
QiQi tot i like her
sia. And she actually spread the rumour to other
ppl. Got this info from good friend Kevin. He told me some of my classmates also know about the rumour already. So i guess other classes also knows about it?
Explanation is of no use now. And i believe it will set by itself as time passes...Oh well well..
tmr is...
CRIT DAY!!!!I pray that everything will go well and the lecturers wont slaughter me off.
Haha. Gonna go early for the morning session, though mine is in the afternoon..
- I'll support you.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
10:55 PM
Sunday..the most boring day of the week, i think? Suppose to go buy
havainas, but if i go, i will sure miss the table tennis finals. So stayed at home and study my mat. And the china people finish
singapore off with 3 games straight.
Lol. And it looks like its china vs 'china'. Cos the
singapore team, although they are PR, are still from china. After watching, i went down to watch
getai before going for my sundae and apple pie supper. Super nice.
Haha. And this coming week will be a nervous one. Got
crit and test, plus
o's english oral next
monday.. Preparation, preparation and more preparation!
- I wonder why, out of no reason i dreamt of you twice already.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
10:55 PM
Lazy to blog abt ytd. So shall start off with today's..
Woke up at 730. So early la, somemore is weekend. But gotta go ICA building to collect my passport. I tot there wont be so many ppl, since its still early when i reached there at 815. But its like alot of ppl queueing up already la. My queue number was 2092, and i gotta wait for like 60 ppl before its my turn. I waited for like half an hour. After that went home and get back to sleep.
Get off my bed at 1plus, then went down to buy lunch. Then went online and met Kelyne at bugis to buy her cousin's presents. Cost $15 for two shirts and went to wrap it at the foodcourt. After that went to buy some food before going to take the train. I think she will be enjoying her trip to chua chu kang, which is 19 stops from city hall. Didn't get my havainas, maybe tmr..
Went to buy mac for dinner. Bought extra chicken burger and apple pie for my mummy, but she say she ate already, somemore is the same thing which i bought for her. So i gotta settle all the food by myself. And i was enjoying my food while watching movie online, which is 'The Mummy Tomb of the Dragon Emperor''. Very nice, and i finished the whole movie without fast forwarding any part. Tmr shall watch another movie. Haha.
- Its an old statement, but still i gotta see if there's fate.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
10:07 PM
Wah really not used to the 'no work to do' suddenly. Maybe i should start building some crap models to kill time, since i still have some cardboard left over.
Haha. Wanted to go
queenway, but decided to stay at home to help my mummy do housework, cos i will be rewarded! Like working at home.
Dun really have anything to blog
abt today. Oh ya forgot to post that
ytd i realise the school install a big screen for students to watch o
lympic la. The school is too rich already. Wonder if they will take down the screen after olympic.
- I am holding on to the hope I have inside.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
9:42 PM
Oh well got less then 5 hours of sleep again. Today just went to school for OC presentation. Then i realised i cant open my powerpoint slide with the school com la. Should have save the file in 2003 format instead of 2007. Lucky Kenny brought his laptop, so converted the ppt. Hmm..didn't do quite well and wasn't up to my standard which i set. But its already over. So i hope i can pass it and i dun need to take OC module next year.
After that went to play bball. This is the first time i play bball in school. And i haven't been playing for like one month already. Plus i'm wearing jeans to play, feel abit uncomfortable. Lasted for one hour and after that went home to sleep! Cannot take it man..after lacking of sleep for so many days.
Hmm feeling so relax with no work to do, but kinda feel weird too, with nth to do at all! Haha.
- Finding treasure, you are more than a gift.Oh well, i share things with you, but u went to tell the others. Maybe that shouldn't be the way. I dunno wat might happen next.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
10:14 PM
Damn tired! Only took 4 hours of sleep last night la. Woke up at 6 to meet Sean and Ding Yang at
jurong east to do the final bit of the documentation. Then went for breakfast at
kopitam. We were to only ones at the
kopitam. Both of them bought breakfast, while i just play my
psp cos i got ate at home already. After eating they also took out their
psp. I cant believe we actually stay there and play for one hour. But at the same time was waiting for the digital media shop to open so that we can print our
photoshop image. Then went to library to meet their friend and after that head off to school.
We were the few early ones in school. Then we continued our documentation. Although we have finish our work, we still got the 'feel' to do more.
Lol esp after looking at how much
Nicco did. He did 17 pages of sketches while i only did 6, which i think is considered
alot already. Spend like the whole of two hours doing, but in the end only finish one page of drawing. Then
Roliah came to tell me
ytd Michael Chan scold someone like mad because of wearing slippers in the studio. But i dun care and still wore slippers.
Lol.
Finally 3pm came and its submission time! After that is relax time already! FINALLY man..after sacrificing so much of my sleeping time. Really lo, designers cant get much sleep. After that went down to
ADRC for
briefing about the crit dayand stuff. Everytime after submission got briefing, somemore is always about the same things..After the briefing i was like chatting with Chen Min. Then she told me ' you have
alot of
competitors leh'.
Lol i was like '
hmm..
ok lo'. Its like other than that what can i say? Like i told her, no wooing or r/s will take place for now..in the coming future i'm not sure. But the most important thing is to break my confidence first. I seriously think i'm lacking that. Only after i got the confidence then i will take one step forward...sighs...
And QiQi...i dunno what really happen. But u brush ur eyes of me..its like wat the hell did i do. Anyway since things are not going well, so lets leave it as it is, and maybe not making friends.. I heard people saying u are kinda 'bitchy', which i dun believe until i see it myself. But u are just making me agreeing with them, which is a bad thing...sighs..
So today is a happy plus unhappy day? i guess so..
- When i look into your eyes...
1:00 AM
BUSY BUSY BUSY!
One more day before submission! Everyone was like rushing. Lucky i'm still on track, so was kinda relax. Ytd did photoshop the whole day, tot it was quite well done already. Even Michael Chan said it looks good, other than some needed little changes. But later in the afternoon, they say everything must be to scale for the drawings, which i didn't do. Oh well, gotta redo again, which took me two hours. Lucky i didn't print the A3 size out, if not wasted my money.
LOL dunno what friends i got..keep teasing me using Richielyn. But they were just joking la.. The main reason was that she was sitting opposite me for the whole day. So what? HAHA.
Tmr gotta meet my friends at 8am at jurong east. And here i am still blogging..lol. Sian man so early...
- The world is messy, but you are just perfect.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
11:16 PM
Sian sian sian. Whole day stuck at home. Timetable pack with school work! Photoshop, drawing, photoshop, drawing, photoshop, drawing, photoshop, drawing,....non-stop! Then this morning i was doing photoshop. My brother said he wanna use my laptop for awhile. I was like wah piang..i finally got the hang on photoshop, then he come and break my momentum. After he used finish, i got no mood to do already, so went to do drawings..
At night, my mummy didn't cook enough rice. I was the last one to eat. But no more rice already. So gotta settle my dinner with mac. And later got basketball..USA vs CHINA! Great match to watch. I'm so into olypmic mood. Haha.
- I can't do anything but to let you walk pass me.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
11:28 PM
Didn't plan to go out today, but in the end still did. Went out to do work with Marcus from other class. Wah sian man still gotta bring laptop out cos need photoshop to finish the e-presentation board. He was like pestering me to go out do, and even said Richielyn is going. Now even him also knows about it, worst is he's in the same class as her. Hope he doesn't say anything. But i didn't go out because of her..anyway she also didn't come. Haha.
Reach home at around 6 after that. Then watched ndp, rest awhile and continue with my work. It seems like all my darch friends are doing work la. All asking abt school work stuff. Still got OC presentation to prepare. And my earphone spoil again! The right side not working, so can only listen to the left side.
- Building confidence.
Friday, August 8, 2008
11:05 PM
Reached school kinda early today, in fact i'm one of the earliest! But is because i wanna finish off my e-presentation board. Still have to use photoshop to make it la. I was like so damn pek chek with it, even though i'm kinda familiar with the tools to use. Then Michael Chan came to teach me shortcuts. And he's damn pro in the software. He always use shortcuts to select tools, and help to solve my problems. And then Mr Chieu came and told us the schedule had been changed again. From the first day of crit i was moved to the second last day. WTH man. After i heard the announcement, i started to slack already. The submission was changed to tuesday. Wanted to skip lunch to finish the work, but still went to eat. Haha. Then i saw QiQi's clique dress code. All of them are wearing red to bring out the national day mood. LOL. After lunch went home. On the way home i saw this parent push the baby trolley into the train. But the train was kinda pack. So as the mother was pushing the trolley in, the door was already closing. Lucky she manage to pull back in time, is not i dunno wat will happen to the baby.
Followed my brother to lavender, then marina square. Wanted to ask Siu kiat to play bball. Okay at first he asked me to go down to cc to play. But i was very tired and dun really like to play there. So he said he going home instead cos cc dun have anyone he knows. Then i asked him if wanna go school play. But he already reach home. So no bball today..so sian.
Went to my brother's house to scan my drawings into the computer. Then bought mac before going home. And my brother got NDP tickets again for tmr! But he wanna watch..lol
- I'm so helpless when she smiles.
Thursday, August 7, 2008
7:39 PM
Today's
CADP lesson power
sia. The lecturer was explaining how to use the
microstation software, but more than half of the class was doing their documentations. After lecture i went back to studio to do my drawings. Cannot take it already. Keep making mistakes and re-drawing again and again. And didn't have lunch today.
Sacrifice the time for my work. Wooo i'm so hardworking. Haha. But asked Mel to buy char sao bao for me, but she bought char siew bao instead. Plus the colour looked like it had 'decomposed', so ate one and threw away the other one. As i was doing my work, QiQi came to play with me, then pull me hair somemore. I was like what the..suddenly pull my hair for nothing. So carried on with my work. Then asked Miss Betty to check my drawings. Then she said i drew wrongly! And same for the other drawings which i did! Then i told the lecturer ''Betty, not funny leh''. Haha thats the way we talk to the lecturers, just like our friends. But lucky i need to re-draw two drawings and just liquid paper off the others abit. And finally at 4 i finished drawing the 8 drawing, got it scan into the computer and went to eat my late lunch. After that went back to take attendance. And i heard from the lecturers that there wont be any change in classes as we promote to year two. So tat means i will be stuck with my own class for three years and cant make more friends with other classes? AIYO so sad...- You came smiling.
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
11:05 PM
Went for
OC lecture to see my friends doing presentation, although my turn is next week. Then ES lecture. Another sleeping lecture. After that i dunno why i suddenly got stomachache, so went to toilet to do business. Then dunno why Abigail called my phone at this time. So just put down the call.
Lol. Went back to studio for awhile before going for lunch. After lunch, my stomachache came back again. Must be the char
siew bao which i ate this morning la.
Did drawings for the whole afternoon today. Although its all just technical drawings with lines, but it must be accurate and to scale with the model. Just by drawing the side view of took me like three times to draw it correctly. Finished drawing, i went down to the photographic room to take light and shadows of my model. But most of the time i was playing with Kevin, Joshua and Sean. Then after that we realised there's camera in the room la. But we still carry on and even take photos there. Haha.



After taking we went back to pack up our stuff and there's a announcement on the schedule date for the crit session. Mine was changed from 19th to 12th, which is the first day after submission. Then after that i can relax already! But when i think again..11th is the submission, 12th is the crit presentation, 13th i got OC presentation! So i will be so busy for the three days la. Weekend dun need to go out already.
Okay..same situation as monday. Walked pass me a few times while busy with my work.. As i was packing my stuff i saw Richielyn. Cant approach her again..wanted to stay back to do my work..like so reluctant to go off. But in the end still went home. Sighs...
- You lifted my mood up slightly.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
10:11 PM
Today's MAT lecture was fun! Laughter throughout the lecture. And
YY wanted to finish three lecture notes within 2 hours, but when we come to the end of the 2
nd one, everyone was restless already. So she just roughly went through the third lecture notes. After that lunch then drawings again! Can faint man..keep drawing and drawing non-stop. Actually was suppose to do work in the design studio room, but i moved my things outside to do..
haha! Outside got air-con and blah blah..
LOL. Then as i was doing my work, Jason came to ask me where i cut my hair and say its nice! Wow so hounored..haha! And the schedule for the joint
crit is out! My schedule is on next next week,
tuesday. Best is
i'm the first one to present. So after finish presenting, i can relax all the way already.
Haha.
Alright..off to my documentations...
- Eye contact might be the beginning.
Monday, August 4, 2008
10:57 PM
Documentation week! Next monday is the due date..so gotta faster do all the drawings. And i was on time for lecture today! Amazing..but lasted for less then one hour. After that went for lunch at foodcourt 2. Had fish soup and on the way back to studio i got a slight stomachache. Must be because of the food. Back to studio and started doing work while chatting. Today we are suppose to concentrate on drawings. So i started drawing the front view of my model. And it took me one hour la. And its like less than a3 size, with only simple lines. The problem is need to keep measurements la. At around 3 the guys decided to take a break and go to the foodcourt and eat again! I wanted to buy apple pie, but end up eating porridge. Then after tat back to do work and left at 5...
OOkay...QiQi walked pass me twice? But its always at the time when i'm busy doing my work....Is there still hope? No refering to her i mean.......
- Taking step by step
Sunday, August 3, 2008
11:11 PM
Scary morning
i've got today. My mummy was got stomachache and she was screaming in pain. Its not normal stomachache when u will feel better after going toilet. Tat time the doctor said the intestine was 'contracted', tats why it caused so much pain. This time it came back again. So i quickly wake my 4
th brother up. Then he called my
ellest brother to come over to bring her to see doctor at
sr. When he came, she said she felt better. But he still bring her to see
sr and i followed. And the charges is so ex! We reached there at 6am, and it cost
abt $70! Only when its at 7am then is $28. So we went home, since she felt better already. Then took medicine and went to rest. Later in the morning then she went to the family doctor. Took medicine and now she's okay already... Hope this wont happen again.
Stayed at home and upload the
ndp videos. It took me like 3 hours to upload la. And i somehow ''quarrelled'' with
QiQi. SIGHS..haven't even really start a friendship already like this..sure got bad impression of me already. All hopes are gone...
Jealousy kills relationship
Trust-less betrays friendshipBad reputation? means you got NOTHING. SIGHs..Not a good sunday....- All hopes are gone for good.
7:07 PM